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Fen

by Zutsuri

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1.
Haze 05:36
Lost again Trying so hard to Get high High Feeling low Try to burn away The last words that She said Knowing you can't go Back to her bed Again Sleepless nights and endless fights You're the one that she's begun to Love to hate Yeah, she loves to hate you Do you hate that you still love her? Your favorite friend, your secret lover Love to hate Yeah, she loves to hate you Do you hate that you still love her? Cause you know you're not above her And you never were High again Losing sleep And staying stoned Stoned Laying low Try to fill your time With girls that Leave you cold Knowing that The game is growing old Again Sleepless nights and endless fights You're the one that she's begun to Love to hate Yeah, she loves to hate you Do you hate that you still love her? Your favorite friend, your secret lover Love to hate Yeah, she loves to hate you Do you hate that you still love her? Cause you know you're not above her And you never were The tension was thick as the air we couldn't breathe In the haze of the sleepless city where we didn't sleep It felt like so many other nights We gazed at the dancing of a million lights
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Still 03:55
Time has not dulled My wanting of you How could it? How could it? You who made me blossom When no one else could Beneath fingertips Beneath quiet kiss The only one who made me feel I am still reaching, it wasn't real I was yours yours yours Didn't you see it? I was yours yours yours A thousand times I would repeat it I am yours yours yours Until you could feel it I am yours yours yours I couldn't make you believe it All that is left now Are little regrets And wanting Endless wanting A sad reflex like hunger That only stops When I'm out hunting Out hunting Is it the same for you? Or is everything a game for you? I was yours yours yours Didn't you see it? I was yours yours yours A thousand times I would repeat it I am yours yours yours Until you could feel it I am yours yours yours I couldn't make you believe it
3.
Island 03:45
I am an island Floating in the sea Swim on my shores, dear But ask no more of me Other women, they are sirens They're beckoning you near Their whispers fill a silence That chills your heart with fear If you follow You'll be swallowed Their treasure to command They'll catch you Just to dash you On pleasures made of sand
4.
Trick 03:49
She's a pretty little trick She's so slick When she flicks Her hair back When it tumbles down in waves They're her slaves They'll behave Just as she asks They'll be begging in the street At her feet It sure is neat To have a pet Well, she'll cruise them And then use them And then lose them All without breaking a sweat Wouldn't it be nice to look inside Yourself for a while? Really look into the mirror And see just what your made of Wouldn't it be nice to step outside Yourself for a while? Look into my eyes And show me what your made of You were an open little book Sharing looks Til they shook Out all your words And now you only let them in Just to sin Showing skin To hide your hurts You think it's heartache that you save That you're brave Never crave A tender touch But with your kisses you've admitted You can't quit it You're committed To your crutch Wouldn't it be nice to look inside Yourself for a while? Really look into the mirror And see just what your made of Wouldn't it be nice to step outside Yourself for a while? Look into my eyes And show me what your made of Well, they're wishin' To be smitten So I kiss them To transfix them It's true I'm just exquisite You're too rigid I ask is it All that different From you? You say you're fair And care but where I'm sittin' Listening, baby You sound a fool Go preach your ethics To pathetic wretches Desperate to profess You're not cruel
5.
Falling 02:59
There might be a chance That I'm falling for you There's not a lot I wouldn't do for you There may come a time When you won't find Me as lovely But between now and then Maybe you could find it in Your heart to love me Colors bled into themselves And the world grew so much smaller Then suddenly It was only you and I There might be a chance You don't feel the same way There are a lot Of soothing words we could say Maybe in another time Circumstance will find Us together But even if not then The memory is in Our hearts forever Colors bled into themselves And the world grew so much smaller Then suddenly It was only you and I
6.
Altar 02:22
A sacrifice seduced For the altar of Your vanity A jealous, hungry god Craving praises Of profanity With bedroom Darkened eyen And a deep mouth Stained with wine It drinks Its fill It was your mothers Not your brothers That agreed To feed you Poison This egregious Lack of choice in Deeds deemed fit To join your voice in With lies disguised as prizes Of reason and wisdom With briberies of finery To weaken any criticism Can the fly invade The blossom that Devours it? A mouth that lies in wait For a gift of life To shower it Or is it So entranced That's it drawn into A dance It can't Ever hope to understand You're roaming Fueled on loathing Roving A wolf in sheep's clothing Hunger growing Fluids flowing Knowing nothing But upholding The law That concedes Your need to feed To see them bleed To steal their seed To be your greed Your ego's freed Took a shine to the wine To confine your mind Trying to climb down your spine With a plea to breed Bend them (The questions you've been asking Point to fears you have been masking) Rend them (Your movements and motions Are revealing strong emotions) Bend them (Your posturing and posing Cannot hide what you're exposing) Rend them
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Flesh 05:21
A history without names Sacrifices made and what remains? Just a page Of flesh and blood A glut of factories Producing mouths to feed An industry Of flesh and blood Want to be much more than Flesh and blood So much more to give than Just my love All I ever wanted was Too much All that I was promised turned To dust Say say Say that you freed me Say say Say I'm just greedy Say say It's fair the way you treat me Say say Say we're completely Equal Many are small minded And so you must be blinded Reminded You're only flesh and blood Desires inside me To see what I might be Divide me From my flesh and blood Want be much more than Flesh and blood So much more to give than Just my love All I ever wanted was Too much All that I was promised turned To dust Say say Say that you freed me Say say Say I'm just greedy Say say It's fair the way you treat me Say say Say we're completely Equal

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Debut album.

Equal parts sensual and sinister, it examines the relationship between desire and decay, and the poisonous thirst for power we all possess.

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released May 27, 2016

All songs written, produced, and performed by Alex Finesse.

Mixed and mastered by Joe Marchiano of Papa Joe's Studio, Redlands CA.

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Zutsuri Redlands, California

I make melodramatic synth music, but I’m actually very friendly when you get to know me. :)

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