Fen

by Zutsuri

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Sensual, cerebral, haunting, electronic; focused on lust, power, and decay.

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released May 27, 2016

All songs written, produced, and performed by Alex Finesse.

Mixed and mastered by Joe Marchiano of Papa Joe's Studio, Redlands CA.

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Zutsuri Redlands, California

Zutsuri is the project of singer/laptop producer Alex Finesse.

Cerebral electronic music. Theatrical stage shows. Cool hair.

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Track Name: Haze
Lost again
Trying so hard to
Get high
High
Feeling low

Try to burn away
The last words that
She said
Knowing you can't go
Back to her bed
Again

Sleepless nights and endless fights
You're the one that she's begun to

Love to hate
Yeah, she loves to hate you
Do you hate that you still love her?
Your favorite friend, your secret lover

Love to hate
Yeah, she loves to hate you
Do you hate that you still love her?
Cause you know you're not above her
And you never were

High again
Losing sleep
And staying stoned
Stoned
Laying low

Try to fill your time
With girls that
Leave you cold
Knowing that
The game is growing old
Again

Sleepless nights and endless fights
You're the one that she's begun to

Love to hate
Yeah, she loves to hate you
Do you hate that you still love her?
Your favorite friend, your secret lover

Love to hate
Yeah, she loves to hate you
Do you hate that you still love her?
Cause you know you're not above her
And you never were

The tension was thick as the air we couldn't breathe
In the haze of the sleepless city where we didn't sleep
It felt like so many other nights
We gazed at the dancing of a million lights
Track Name: Still
Time has not dulled
My wanting of you
How could it?
How could it?

You who made me blossom
When no one else could
Beneath fingertips
Beneath quiet kiss

The only one who made me feel
I am still reaching, it wasn't real

I was yours yours yours
Didn't you see it?
I was yours yours yours
A thousand times I would repeat it
I am yours yours yours
Until you could feel it
I am yours yours yours
I couldn't make you believe it

All that is left now
Are little regrets
And wanting
Endless wanting

A sad reflex like hunger
That only stops
When I'm out hunting
Out hunting

Is it the same for you?
Or is everything a game for you?

I was yours yours yours
Didn't you see it?
I was yours yours yours
A thousand times I would repeat it
I am yours yours yours
Until you could feel it
I am yours yours yours
I couldn't make you believe it
Track Name: Island
I am an island
Floating in the sea
Swim on my shores, dear
But ask no more of me

Other women, they are sirens
They're beckoning you near
Their whispers fill a silence
That chills your heart with fear

If you follow
You'll be swallowed
Their treasure to command
They'll catch you
Just to dash you
On pleasures made of sand
Track Name: Trick
She's a pretty little trick
She's so slick
When she flicks
Her hair back

When it tumbles down in waves
They're her slaves
They'll behave
Just as she asks

They'll be begging in the street
At her feet
It sure is neat
To have a pet

Well, she'll cruise them
And then use them
And then lose them
All without breaking a sweat

Wouldn't it be nice to look inside
Yourself for a while?
Really look into the mirror
And see just what your made of

Wouldn't it be nice to step outside
Yourself for a while?
Look into my eyes
And show me what your made of

You were an open little book
Sharing looks
Til they shook
Out all your words

And now you only let them in
Just to sin
Showing skin
To hide your hurts

You think it's heartache that you save
That you're brave
Never crave
A tender touch

But with your kisses you've admitted
You can't quit it
You're committed
To your crutch

Wouldn't it be nice to look inside
Yourself for a while?
Really look into the mirror
And see just what your made of

Wouldn't it be nice to step outside
Yourself for a while?
Look into my eyes
And show me what your made of

Well, they're wishin'
To be smitten
So I kiss them
To transfix them
It's true

I'm just exquisite
You're too rigid
I ask is it
All that different
From you?

You say you're fair
And care but where
I'm sittin'
Listening, baby
You sound a fool

Go preach your ethics
To pathetic wretches
Desperate to profess
You're not cruel
Track Name: Falling
There might be a chance
That I'm falling for you

There's not a lot
I wouldn't do for you

There may come a time
When you won't find
Me as lovely

But between now and then
Maybe you could find it in
Your heart to love me

Colors bled into themselves
And the world grew so much smaller
Then suddenly
It was only you and I

There might be a chance
You don't feel the same way

There are a lot
Of soothing words we could say

Maybe in another time
Circumstance will find
Us together

But even if not then
The memory is in
Our hearts forever

Colors bled into themselves
And the world grew so much smaller
Then suddenly
It was only you and I
Track Name: Altar
A sacrifice seduced
For the altar of
Your vanity

A jealous, hungry god
Craving praises
Of profanity

With bedroom
Darkened eyen
And a deep mouth
Stained with wine
It drinks
Its fill

It was your mothers
Not your brothers
That agreed
To feed you
Poison
This egregious
Lack of choice in
Deeds deemed fit
To join your voice in
With lies disguised as prizes
Of reason and wisdom
With briberies of finery
To weaken any criticism

Can the fly invade
The blossom that
Devours it?

A mouth that lies in wait
For a gift of life
To shower it

Or is it
So entranced
That's it drawn into
A dance
It can't
Ever hope to understand

You're roaming
Fueled on loathing
Roving
A wolf in sheep's clothing
Hunger growing
Fluids flowing
Knowing nothing
But upholding
The law
That concedes
Your need to feed
To see them bleed
To steal their seed
To be your greed
Your ego's freed
Took a shine to the wine
To confine your mind
Trying to climb down your spine
With a plea to breed

Bend them
(The questions you've been asking
Point to fears you have been masking)
Rend them
(Your movements and motions
Are revealing strong emotions)
Bend them
(Your posturing and posing
Cannot hide what you're exposing)
Rend them
Track Name: Flesh
A history without names
Sacrifices made and what remains?
Just a page
Of flesh and blood

A glut of factories
Producing mouths to feed
An industry
Of flesh and blood

Want to be much more than
Flesh and blood
So much more to give than
Just my love
All I ever wanted was
Too much
All that I was promised turned
To dust

Say say
Say that you freed me
Say say
Say I'm just greedy
Say say
It's fair the way you treat me
Say say
Say we're completely
Equal

Many are small minded
And so you must be blinded
Reminded
You're only flesh and blood

Desires inside me
To see what I might be
Divide me
From my flesh and blood

Want be much more than
Flesh and blood
So much more to give than
Just my love
All I ever wanted was
Too much
All that I was promised turned
To dust

Say say
Say that you freed me
Say say
Say I'm just greedy
Say say
It's fair the way you treat me
Say say
Say we're completely
Equal